I sometimes laugh to hide the accumulated pain in me, because I don’t want others feel that I am sad, showing up my tears will make them feel sadder and worse than they are. Although, my emotions keep shredding inside of me. Keeping my pain secret will help me to survive but it is still painful.
Stop trying to get attention from those who hurt you.
You hurt me so bad, you hurt my heart. You killed my trust. I knew, I could be strong enough to let go. You changed me to better thank you. I am the only who knows how much you hurt me, but it is ok, i learned a great lesson, but here i am now healing. I sometimes feel thankful for such these kinds of mistakes, I knew now how to be careful while choosing next time.