Student’s emotions

In today’s morning during the first class, I was with my students at the classroom. One of the students just raised his hand to ask for permission so that I can allow him to talk. Then it happened, I allowed him to talk after giving him my permission.

However, after going beyond the reason of raising his hand. He has told me that he dreamt in a nightmare. He asked me If he could share it with me, I said ” yes, please! You could share it with me and whatever you want”and I then asked him ” what kind of nightmares you dreamt?” He told me ” I dreamt that mum has passed away.” He just wanted to confirm If this dream would become true or not, because he had heard that some of our dreams we may have, it could come true. This innocent little boy was so afraid that it may happen to his mother so the reason let him share it with me that he was afraid about his mum. You know, I am so friendly with my students, they feel comfortable with me. I think , that’s why he liked to share it with. Therefore, my students like me so much, they like to open up everything personal to me. Head back to the point, this kid started crying when he told me so , he made me cry though. I just wanted to give him a hug, but I was so afraid, it might be there someone else would misunderstand me wrong. As you guys know, as teachers we must keep a gap between students according for what it is happening nowadays. As a result, I did not know what to do next except telling him that nightmares happen to everyone else, this is normal, and what you dreamt in, it won’t come true to alleviate this passive feelings and thoughts which it was thrown over his shoulders. I was so sad about him. He also made me rethink of my mother. Oh! how life makes us so busy about our families and we never care about them that much like before the time they need us , and how hard turned our heart into stones, as we may not even get affected if we heard that we lost one of our dearest. This poor child changed me a lot.

Finally, I tried to cover up basic points in this blog, hope you guys got it. I wrote it so quick to keep it as reminder to remind myself first and then you guys that we have to check out our family from time to time.

Give them some of your time, they spent their lifetime caring of you until you have grown up.

Fallible

We could see a lot of individuals do their best to look the best and the coolest one ever to their partners.

Here is the biggest mistake it could ever happen to you, it will take you too far away from your reality. Though, behaving too kind or like an angel will affect you later. Since in practical life, everything will appear on its real nature- your real behaviours. At my side, I would like to behave naturally leaving away from being disguised as of an angel. Therefore, everything will taste good for you. You know why?! Because you stay as you are and whoever likes you will for sure stay with you. And others who are unable to bear your hard or passive actions will ultimately leave you, Don’t forget that it is going to return for you in good things for avoiding such many obstacles in the coming future. Noting, no one is an angel, each one of us has passive and positive actions, as we are human. It means, we are fallible, so no one is perfect, put it in your mind.

However, this topic will take too long to cover everything which it relates to humans’ behaviours. But I would like to cover as much as I can in this blog. Heading back to the point, we know if we behave naturally, it will be much much better and who accepted to continue life with its sweetness and bitterness it will be so great. In contrary, if you got lucky and had your partner, that one would understand you and be happy to live with. Remember, everything has a limit. Humans are not stable by their actions. It is true they accepted you, but as soon as they accept you they later change, and start breaking your inner peace and insulting you for being you are a hard one to live with, then they usually separate. For being hard and irrational or whatever they may claim about you. In this case, your dignity will start getting down. I don’t think we could all agree with this point for letting others make our dignity too low. Oh! There is also an important point wanted it to cover up here before wrapping this post up. For those who are like snakes they become nice at the very beginning and suddenly transformed into monsters. They could probably explode into your face like a bomb after being you discovered them late. You then shock and don’t know what to do later. I know we have values which it won’t allow us to do bad things to them but I think we should get low to reach their level and show them what’s not expected, in the purpose of putting a limit and saving your face.

Finally, don’t be so lenient and don’t be so hard, stay in between. This is how you can gain respect never mind how much it will cost you.

Written from the bottom of my heart.

Aladdin’s magic lamp and 2019

Every year I put plans before I welcome the new year, but at first of this year 2019, I did not set goals for achieving anything.

You know what the reason is, because I am not achieving anything except of getting older year by year, responsibilities are increasing and thrown over my own shoulders. Nevertheless, I am not such a type of person who is easy to give up, but things are running in a different way. I know that it would be sometimes for our own best, it could be something there that it turns us away from our directions for something we are not aware of it, in other words, it might be for our own good.

However, plans and goals you put must be there something to support for what you have already set without it we can not do anything except one thing to find “Aladdin’s the magic lamp” and rubbing it and then later ask for our wishes. If I found Aladdin the magic lamp, I would ask for my wish to send me to another country where I can find out my future there and seek for better life, I would have three wishes, I asked for one and the two left, I don’t want them.

The truth is when resources are available, we will be ready to do whatever we want for growth. Though, I am still dreaming, my dreams have never turned out to reality.

You hurt me so bad

You hurt me so bad, you hurt my heart. You killed my trust. I knew, I could be strong enough to let go. You changed me to better thank you. I am the only who knows how much you hurt me, but it is ok, i learned a great lesson, but here i am now healing. I sometimes feel thankful for such these kinds of mistakes, I knew now how to be careful while choosing next time.

Afterlife

Unfortunately, people are clingy to materialistic stuff. They forget the biggest event, it happens when the soul gets out of the body and everything in your body will stop working. On the other words, when your time is to die. Now tell me , you tell me, did you prepare well for this moment?! Are you ready to leave the world?! Don’t tell me because I know well, nobody is immortal, everybody is on earth will encounter this moment.

It is so sad when you get to know that humans forget the moment of death due to running behind their needs in life in addition they get upset and stressful because of not gaining whatever they like. Add to this point, racism why this aspect should be between us, labelling someone by the color of skin white, or black, or by religion this is muslim, or this is christian . There is no difference between people neither language nor skin, all will die and get buried on the ground, but it goes even the same way with poor and rich people wrapped by the same piece of white cloth. Before you leave the world and say goodbye to your family. Did you live your life as needed? By being good and help others because these things you will be asked about it in afterlife.

Really, you won’t have that feeling except when you see your dearest one has passed away and and do the cemetery rituals. And then at the moment of burying you will remember that is nothing worthy in life, either having a big house and villas or having companies such a big business or variety of expensive cars or whatever, all these are useless since you are going to leave it to your family after death. Now tell me. Is it worthy?! And are you ready for this moment?! Are you well prepared?! What did you do for this moment?!

Live your life and comfort your heart by being humble and act good.

Thanks for reading.